So lost

Today i decied to come back jerr and start posting again.

I am just finding my way back to who i am. Sometimes finding your back to who you is a long road.

For i spent a year losing weight. Than anothet uear trying to find a even hround so i could eat with my family. Cook easier. But i have found there is no easier way to find me. I felt so goo whe. I was down to 142 lbs. Now i am back up 165 lbs. That is so not where i want to be. I get tired. My hot flashes are pretty much getting out of control. I do not want to go on meds for it. That makrs a lriorty findy way on this toad. I know how to do this i just need to push through the hard times. Make stuff for me to eat.